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That's pretty much the only fun part of this post.

Tonight's nightly bout with insomnia had me cataloguing what I have in my life at this moment.
...
Not much.

I could go into detail and list all the reasons why, but you're tired of reading 'bout it.
If you really did care you'd call, and I'd appreciate it.
I have a whole heap of minutes rolled over.

Let's just say that all the major and minor shit in my life over the past few months has rolled up into a huge sweet heavenly biscuit pile of shit that is just making me feel miserable right now.

If I had the support of family, friends and a fraternity, classes to worry about, and a job to keep me preoccupied I wouldn't find myself thinking so much.
But I don't, so I do.
And so I continually edge a bit farther into a deep depression everytime I'm left alone.

Hating life.
For all those that say I can be worse off: Fuck you.
I know.
I'm tired of hearing it, and I'm tired of telling myself.
I'm tired of many things and I find it increasingly difficult to keep up the positive attitude that I'm supposed to be known for.
How long am I supposed to be laughing off everything that happens to me?
Didn't know it was so comforting to be pessimistic.

For those that are worried 'bout me being suicidal.
Don't be.
I'm too rational to do so.
And when my mind was too weak, my body didn't let me.
I'm just not meant to kill myself on purpose.

Miss having something to look forward to everyday.

The Random Quote:
"Just trying to put my life together again." - JackSoul